19 August 2006
ah!
i have not blown out or been sho vexed and tired frustrated and sick at the same time since a long time...cause the cause of it was the ppl i cared really cared and cherished...
this time im frustrated..tired..worried...angry...sad..vexed and i feel like blowin out...ive kept it in fer sho long....this time the reason is no different....its fer e people i care and cherish about...the ppl i keep dear....but...why....why so you guys and u have to spit in my face...its always my fault isnt it...always...
have anyone of you thought of why im like tat and why im doin this...partly cause i care!and secondly...i feel used...scared and alone...frustrated...unappreciated...angry...and its really saddenin...im tired...of tryin to care and help ppl...has anyone done tat fer me...i feel tat its time i had some of my own time..fer me onli...to relax...and solve my own things....ive neber helped myself fer a long time...its time to be selfish..im dead...inside...nothin seems to have purpose except fer God...is this oh lord...you testin me and helpin me grow and learn??im tired oh lord...gib me rest and comfort...have i sacrificed sho much juss to get spat on?im tired oh lord...tired...Amen..
somebody...please...give me a chance...im tired of provin myself fer nothin...
sonmebody please...
please....
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/19/2006 01:59:00 pm
