why cant you guys jus shut up and understand..you think i intentionally left her there halfway again?cause i noe tat i wouldnt be able to take it...especially in the situations i face everywhere..i cant because i noe i would make her cry again...and im not toyin with her...do i look like someone who does such things.tat would make me a fuck hypocrite...i cant...cause i cant be selfish like others...i dun wanna make her cry...again...i rather it be like this...than bein forced in to it...i noe wat i can take and wat will happen..and i noe tat i dun wanna hurt ...i dun wanna risk other things...i rather the hurt she is feelin than wat shell feel after things get deeper?at least now...i am able to stop it...cause i noe things would turn out super cold and alot of other problems as i noe her well enough tat she cant express stuff...i need someone hu is expressive..and shows her feelings..yes i had feelings...but i cannot do somethin sho selfish....i cannot...cause i noe myself...do i have to be sho direct ppl?im sorry...but isnt it better like this...at least we are talkin ya?yup yup..im sorry if i have hurt you time and again...but you must understand...how i feel.you think i felt good throughout all this...when your frens opress me wit such matters.i understand how you feel..come talk to me abt it..jus sae...dun be scared anymore...im not givin excuses...its jus mutual responsibility...and i dun wanna be selfish like other ppl around me..i dun do wat ppl did to me...cause i noe its fucked up...i rather stop it in a position where everythin is still happy and neutral....understand...
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/30/2006 04:22:00 pm