the crazy monkey
i am a stupid monkey
hehe
holding a gun
GASP
shoot me!



yummy bananas
i lub bananas
maybe you guys should gimme ba na na s~ :D
i mean, at most diarrohea right?
yummaye bananas!

Cuz i'm bananas too (; but that's a secret, so shush!


fellow monkeys!
Helmi
yi ying=)
Joey
ShaoYu
Maria
Fazee
bryan
kitman'phee heeeu!'
chandini
aishah
sishi
hui jun
arina
weiya
wanting
saifuddin
hamdi
geok ting
daniel
chrissy
alawiyah
fatin
mamat
annette


the calling
05 August 2006
 finally~

my budds
my guy
on the roof of bens place
swimmin
went down to ben liews place to swim...like my sat hideawy frm the world everysat..swam wit attan..than both realised tat we were gettin blubbery...went to the fitness corner..pull ups..push ups..haha..but ya...than wilson called..

went down to town actually cause i felt like crap and wanted to walk ard town and not think...but ya...unfortunately i wasnt able to siam la frm the prob...but it was good...talked durin the steamboat dinner..got everythin out...

i was disappointed at first..and angry tat you gotten into somethin tat you noe wouldnt turn out nice...think bout the long run..youve seen wat it was like to someone close to you..you should noe tat you cannot take tat kind of lifestyle...sure...havin someone lovin you is great...who doesnt like the feelin of bein loved and cuddled..yup...but have you ever thought and you noe wat would happen outside of tat...dun jump into a pool of shit and you noe you cannot take it..youll come out of tat pool still covered wit shit...left wit scars more than memories...yup...im sure wit ur qualities kid...tat you can find almost any guy...for me i jus think tat you should find someone tat can go along wit your personalilty..you are one tat cannot be tied down..and be possesed by someone..yup...like i said jus now...happy moments now...its jus a blindfold for wat is to come..and you jolliwell noe tat...wat will happen...cause you have seen it urself..and you didnt like wat someone will become in a relationship...you like someone for his side of a fren...but always remember tat he will have another in a relationship...and make sure you can take it ya...i gave you examples of wat you will sae and he will sae..yup..think bout it...but if you decided..im still here kid..my shoulder is free...hehe!like always...and if you still unsure and wanna talk bout it..call ya..yup yup..im still here althought im not significant now...ya?lil kid..smile!and dun worry ya on how i will react cause i noe my face sometimes very screwed up...jus tell me...yup....i wont burst out and kill you..haha...im nice noe inside the ugly cover..yup...dun worry as i said i wont shout at you cause you have your life and decisions...perhaps you have to get hurt by it to learn the lesson..i wont scold you fer the things you wan...i wont scold you la...fullstop..shouldnt be scared la cow..ahha..think whether you prefer him as a fren or someone special...which one would you choose..which one would be happier fer you and everyone else..dun be selfish ya..yup..theres alot other things i wanna say but ya..its your life..i cant help you think always..yup..should learn le ya?=)

ok...woke up at like 830...and than swim...than work out...and than walk ard town...steamboat...really feelin unwell...super duper groggy...and ah...tired... yup yup.

im sorry ppl~


did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/05/2006 11:24:00 pm