21 August 2006
i have nothin to sae
how do you expect me...one mouth to go against sho many other ppl...talk?how to...i never wanted to hold talks...dun blame it on me again...im tired alright...like ive always been...
after all this while...now im refered to as a fucker? boliao?hmm...wat happened to the promises..guess it really was jus nothin..sayin fer the sake of it..but i noe..i kept mine..and i have never done anythin against u..tat i noe fer myself.
im tired ppl..im tired..
someonepleasegivemeabreak..
someonehelpme..
ifbytrustinandcarin.
thisiswatigetinreturn..imafraidit'llbehardtotrustanymore.
imscared.imalone.someoneplease...ohplease...
Dear lord...help me...keep me strong oh God...stay wit me..by my side...
fill me once again wit joy...take me out of this..my cry out to you now.
im sorry oh Lord if ive sinned... forgive me.
im tired...fill me wit energy..and life..
i feel sho dead and alone..and i noe..you are wit me...
thank you God..
bless the ppl who are against me..
bless the ppl i care for...bless them oh Lord..and help them smile..
bless everyone who is in conflict...
bless each and everyone of them...
help me through this ordeal...
bless those who are wit me
bless the ppl who treat me as a friend.. bless all of them lord..
send angels to ppl who were dear to me..
protect them oh Lord.
keep them safe..cause i cant anymore.
cover them under ur side.
comfort them when they are down.
bless em..
take care of them oh Lord.
send someone for em when they need one...
help me oh lord...
keep me strong i ask again....
i cry out..to you...and you will come..
you have always been here..thank you.
my refuge..mystrength..
fill me wit faith and courage..
wit joy and take the pain ppl caused me..
take all my probs..i place them at your feet...
thank you Lord...help me..
Amen.
and i jus wanna thank my classmates and those jokers...who joked ard to make me laugh...thanks ppl...helmi attan wan and gopi...thanks ppl..thanks..
guess im really tissue..jus use me and toss me...use me than spit in my face..alone..always have..take care ppl take care..i dunno u anymore..im washin my hands off u..
TRY~nelly furtado
All I knowIs everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I learn
The more I cry the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing thereI'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are,we are, we are, we,are, we
Free to love
We are free to love
not exactly in contacts wit the love part but ya..all i could do is try...and i have..always.and im tired of doin it..
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/21/2006 03:06:00 pm
