25 August 2006
shit jus comes and never leaves alhough it seems to have.
betrayed in a way i feel...for all the things ive done..now...betrayed..in a way...i cant do anythin anymore..ive shown my deepest respect..but i have my own feelins and limits..ive given in fer the last time sho tat things wouldnt be sho hard on u...given in although it wasnt my fault again...jus sho tat you can smile..hmm..
ive kept my promises untill now...it lies wit u now..the balls in ur court..do wat you wan wit it..throw away...hit it back..i dunno...its up to u...frm wat i can see..u have already walked out of it fer ur fairytale life..no significance at all..
its up to u now..it really is...if i can gib him a chance..
why not.. but im not goin to be the one to go to you again..
or maybe its better off like tat...i dun noe u..you dun noe me...sho tat ill not disturb u in your life..as you said..an insult to others...an insult...i have no comments...ive seen another side of u...im hurt..go ahead alright.go ahead...and if you think its all about me.like you said..now in my face..than go ahead and think tat way alright..if im causin sho much probs why didnt you tell mi earlier..and not come seek help or advice frm me...like the china girls thing...i dunno...was i bein used?fer my status...i dunno...i hope not...but now it really seems to be..
but i jus wanna thank you anyways fer jus bein part of my 16 years...good or bad...i hab never regretted bein a brotherly figure if i was viewed as one always..you have been someone tat made me feel like i exist in this world when i noe i am alone..i jus wanna thank you again fer you anyways.ive kept every promise even till now though..
have fun..
*lol.i noe its u.dun deny le.i appreciate X) thx.its the lil lil things tat count.heez.**open ears=)* tats wat u said..hope u meant it though.
and i wanna thank the ppl who bothered to listen again ya...small girl..haha tats you.thanks.
im ironman.
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/25/2006 10:42:00 pm
