28 August 2006
sick
ok ppl... sick..bad sorethroat...fluin and i hab this horrible migrane..its killin..have not been in sch fridae and todae.
prelims 4 points...math 74..if not 3 points.nvm.
at least you are happy now?
when i set my mind onto somethin and i make a decision..its because i have done wat i could already...the balls not in my court anymore..
its jus hard to accept...after all this while...you can sae the things you said..and tat wat a person a was in your head...hard to accept..tat after all this while you can do and say all those things without a blink of an eye...most prob i was jus bein used again...
its really hard to take tat you actually said its all about me in my face...and say all those things after all this while...i have to emphasize tat it was never about me...when was it...
its jus confirms everythin.tat the insignificance tat you present.you are jus carryin on happily without even botherin..and its not botherin you at all.. i think..tat it at least deserves a lil respect...after everythin...and its jus cold of you tat it is nothin...and you dun give a shit after all the things tat you have said...
you can be happy...i cant...i shut up...doesnt mean its my fault...i shut up doesnt mean i wanna run away...i shut up...sho tat life would be easier fer you again...have you thought the amount of shit i have to take and keep...and bottle out...cause if i were to sae anythin..i would spoil things fer you...me bein selfish?really?hmm...
i shut up.its my fault?
i mean it...go on...im scared of the person you are...now...most prob it was a mask all this while...now i know...
now i know.
you can be happy i cant...cause its not as insignificant to me..
cause i actually cared...and i care...
i dun jus brush things off...and abandon things...this time...i have no chose..and tats wat you wanted...now you got it...jus hope one dae youll realise..
you have never put yourself in my shoes huh..try.. MAYBE EVERYTHIN REALLY IS ALRIGHT FOR YOU.BUT NOT FER ME..MAYBE YOU CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN..BUT IM NOT.AND TATS THE TRUTH.AND DUN SAY SORRY..CAUSE IM NOT BLAMIN.ITS JUS HARD TO ACCEPT AND BELIEVE.CAUSE ALL THIS WHILE.NVM.
ill still be here if everythin goes wrong...and you have no one left...ive kept my promises and still have.
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/28/2006 08:54:00 am
