03 August 2006
Yawn~
bloody tired..dun think ill be goin to sch tomorrow though..need slp..seriously need slp..guess i cant blame anyone but myself if there is a shit prob.guess everythin is jus fake...yup...i dunno..but im tiredof everythin...the fake smiles...the hi's and the bye's..i dunno...i need a break..everythin sho awkward and everyones avoidin the fuck out off each other...makin use of one another..than dumpin you when they've found somethin better...i guess...everyone is doin it..unknowingly though..ah..i dun wanna gib a fuck anymore.
ppl leavin me wit responsibilities..cause their lazy and they wana have fun..yup..as a fren ill try..but im tired of bein used time and time again..im tired of pleasin ppl...ard me..do ppl care tat i give a fuck..?!im tired...i have my own probs and a hell load of my own responsibilities and ppl i hab to take care of..especially now.family.
guess time and time again itll happen..yup..i wont intrude into your life ya..dun worry..if you think you wanna let me noe..ya..you'll tell me..i wont KPO anymore if you sae i am..im sorri ya..but ya..somethings ill jus noe..cause its obvious and not tat i poke my nose into ur every lil thin.sho ya..tell mi if you wan..somethins i shouldnt noe..i already noe..but i jus shutup and ya..its ur own affairs and you'll tell me if you think i can be trusted or even whether i should noe.
tired~ of eveythin.
im sorry ppl~im sorry~
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/03/2006 07:53:00 pm
