26 September 2006
gone.broken.penniless.hungry and really sick.been lyin and keepin stuff from ppl i really care about alot.been tryin to joke and pretend everythin is ok and im ok. sho ppl wont worry.hope u ppl understand.sorry.
im dyin...sufferin..physically exhausted and tired and sick.need rest.and you.
if you dunno.you make me smile in these times.thanks.although you have been busy.i appreciate you squeezin time out to entertain me.maybe you dun care.but i do.about u.i dunno why but i do.and i miss the times.maybe even jus talkin.where everythin was alright.and things were not always busy i guess and cold.hmm.maybe things didnt mean anytin to you.i hope it did. it did..alot..fer me.even till now.
ppl..take care while im gone.Lord help me please.i place everythin in your hands.
i cry i cry fer help.exhausted.in and out.
im out of your house..happy now? i fucked out of the house..goin to hell...happy?
but one thing is tat.i cared bout the family..i always did..dun sae i dun...dun you dare sae tat.
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
9/26/2006 11:35:00 pm
