14 September 2006
hope ur day was fine..hope you cheered up.hope things are fine..and youre happier now..
sacrifice?worth it?hmm..i wish i didnt even have to.
hmm...you promised ya..smile.
not even talkin now..hmm..guess all tats past and said is jus unsignificant.said things to me fer the sake of it.maybe?i dunno..i hope not..i hope a miracle will happen..and things willbe gd..yup.
i never blamed anyone..im not angry wit anyone.
i onli can blame...blame myself...fer lettin things turn out like tat...im useless now..i cant do anythin.stuck.
i dun wanna be selfish although its wat i wan..i have to think about how youll feel and wat position youll be in and how youll feel...and i dun wanna cause anymore crap.im ready though to face shit...i think youll rather not face them huh..'dunno wat you wan'..jus be sure you dun regret anythin ya.regret not doin anythin or regret doin it..hmm..smile..smile big..ill still be here though if you need to talk to someone about stuff when youre down.
bloody migrane is killin me..and theres nothin at home to eat!suppose to take my fuck med after food though..WHO CARES!!!if i get shit gastric later...i dun care!MY HEAD IS GONNA BURST!!
hope things get easier and better..its suppose to make me stop how im feelin...but its goin the other way.hmm..at least its easier fer you now.atleast youre happier.
its killin me!fuck!
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
9/14/2006 06:33:00 pm
