24 October 2006
i got ur point already...can you like stop rubbin it in.i noe.
ok..yest walked into the bloody girls toilet in the freakin je lib.went to study...sheesh...still stand infront of the bloody mirror to make my hair...than when i was about to pee i wondered why no urinals.sho i decided to go to the door and check..sheesh..the sign got skirt...wah...embarrassment...shall leave the rest out..
ok ppl... i noe i've a very very bad impression to you guys...i smoke...i drink...i fight...i blow ppl away...if you dun really like me...tell me straight ya...dun go hittin me somewhere in the back...dun indirectly sae somethin which concerns me to shoot me or hint me in a manner...i noe... im tryin to change the things that are not tat nice now....
ppl remember the bad things...the hoorible things...the mistakes....i cant blame...but everyone does...yes...im alone now...im down...but it doesnt give you the right to stomp over my head...
some ppl expect too much...no one is perfect...if you cant stand any part of me..tell me...i can never read ur mind you noe..jus dun piss ard wit me...and ill be ok...
you purposely say and set things which are like against me...and expect me to get the hint...oh God...i got it already... i really do...so you can stop it...if you want me out of ur life because of this..and you cant stand the awkwardness.tell me.im tryin to clear it..alright..if you dun wanna clear it..i cannot do anythin..it lies wit you now...if you cant stand me even as a fren...tell me...if you dun wanna see me...tell me...dun give me excuses askin me to shoo...i have my life....i have my own things to do...if im there.dun give me excuses sayin tat you dun wan hear me complain..why cant i be there...i made plans?if you dun wanna see me...tell me straight...dun give me old beat ard the bush excuses...ill listen...i wont purposely go the way you're goin..if you dun like it...you think im tat sort of person to purposely make it tat way.
im jus sayin ppl...if there is a prob..solve it quick...if you come out wit a decision make sure you stick to it...dun sae things you noe you cannot take...arent you plain selfish...if you wanna forsake the frenship...because of the mistakes i sae both of us made...than sho be it...jus be prepared tat things arent gonna be that cheerful when we cross paths...and things wont be tat frenly..i seriously hope...we can put aside our differences and be frens again...seriously...frens..like last time...ferget everythin and be frens..like last time.
like last time...sheesh...lets be a lil more mature about this ya..there are alot of misunderstandings in this...im a person who likes to solve it on the spot..you would rather pretend nothin happens...and still have grudges and issues you keep in..
sheesh...i cant stand it anymore alright...
you noe who im referin too...you noe who you are.no more excuses...dun wanna see me...cause you scared youlll feel awkward...tell me straight..i understand...but you cant run away fer long ah...we cross paths often...same school?sheesh...frens?
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
10/24/2006 04:19:00 pm
