07 November 2006
ok...family probs and probs wit ppl u care about may seem insignificant to ppl..but...family is like u...without ur family...u wont be here...
but when ur family outcasts u...an dur dad asked u to fuck off the house till now...and u remember once ur mama said u were a accident...jus puts u down...when ur dad puts u down in watever uve achieved...hurt.pain...confused...and when the ppl u care about turns their back on u..the ppl u trust...become somelse...and they sae its all bout me...than...they ask me to look at myself?i have..and i have done my part....the other part lies wit them....sho i can jus try and try..but if they dun..than...
i keep to myself almost all the time..and even if i sae...its jus the top...cause i cant hold it in..u cant squeeze a cushion into a basket full of cushions can u...ppl sae...im actin...yes i am...i put on a front...tryin to smile.laugh like a idiot...and joke.....i onli sound shitty here...cause its here i dun have to face ppl when i sae things...this is how i feel really...sho fer christ sake...stop critisizin...maybe you dun really have probs...but i have...u have a home...a family...i dun...sho shut up...be content and dun judge...think how ppl would feel alright...u ppl dun feel wat i feel...and i dun feel wat u feel...sho if u really wanna care...jus shush..alright.
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
11/07/2006 12:49:00 am
