12 December 2006
hotel or home?
family or enemies....
dad...
"fuck off and go to hell"rings in my head.
he comes back.. like me...when no one is back...
mama...i worry fer you.....alone at home....knowin u have a family...but a vacant home...
sister moved out...
its been takin alot out of me since.....
im tired....
when is it gonna stop...
the trips to the zoo...movies...toys r us....when i was still young..
the playground.....jie...
the computer...kor....
the dinners....
the outings....
botanic gardens....
tv....five....
and now... steppin pad...
takin shit cause you all have shit....
and everythings shit now....
i want it back...
i wan my dad..
my mom...
my sis...
my bro...
to love each other...again
and love me....
i thank you still oh God......fer the ppl ard me...
whether they digress me or not..... bless em.....
fill em with the sprit of forgiveness and wisdom....
a sprit of love and care....
cover them wit love and care.....
send your angels oh lord over everyone ard me...
cover them wit protection oh Lord...and cover em wit love.
thank you..
come back dad...
sis....
brother...
mother....be strong....
i love you all...
come back together....
stop treatin each other like enemies....
family....
i miss you dad.. bro...
sis... mama...
im sorry...
forgive me..
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
12/12/2006 12:01:00 am
