18 December 2006
ok ppl...
previous post
ice queen/bitch=sister= audrey seah
the paragraph after tat and onwards is another thing all by itself.
if ppl would have noticed.every single para is a diff thing...why..cause im workin... i reach 'home' at two every night...my off daes. i cramp stuff.together..
i was readin ur blog jus.and i noticed...yes.im not gonna try to explain.im tired.i noe ur reaction would be...watever...but ya...if u think tat i am and sae wat you stated i am after my post.its ok..i wont stop you.
to think so wat if you dun reply to things...doesnt mean i see u as wat you think i see u as...who i am to judge.
im in alot of shit altogether clumped together.it doesnt mean tat everythin i sae refers to u.
if tat para was to you...would i still msg and sae.hey..goodnight...
its up to you ppl...
yes im a bastard...am i dickhead...ive done sho many things in my life i regret...i regret not cherishin the relationship between my family....i regret leadin the life im leadin....doin the things ive done..
but wat can i do now...
jus try...try to make things better...im in this myself...ive gotta hang on..
results todae...
3 pts and i noe i could have done better in the other subs...but still walkin out of the hall wit my envelope in my hands...i couldnt smile....
i jus thought...hey...dad....ive done it...be proud of me will you...
mom...im not who i used to be anymore...fergive me..
ideal results...
i couldnt smile or be really happy...
cause it doesnt mean anythin now....
ive lost all i could lose...
ppl if you wan to bitch and talk about me...im ok with it..im not gonna sae anythin...or do anythin...cause if i were to sae tat youre my fren...you are..
but still...i wanna thank everyone who has helped me and been my fren...whether fer a moment or wtuck wit me till now...
ben wilson and meng...carryl..yi ying...helmi and siva...yishu and bekah...ms ngiam and ben liew.mr mazlee and ms koe.mr feidzal..this ppl stuck by me when things were at the worse.
the past yr it was a wreck...
ben wilson and meng...you helped when i needed...thanks..
carryl...you were the nicest lil kiddo i could had ever have...glad tat you are happy..
yiying..you promised to be a fren and you have...
helmi...thanks...
life has been life....
but u guys have added things to it ill never ferget...
im gonna make things better...
thank you Lord fer everythin...
there are sho many ppl out there i wanna thank one by one....
thanks ppl...
im nt askin fer fergiveness or pity...
this is how i feel..
the year ahead...
hmmm...
im not proud of the things ive done...the life im leadin...and who i am...
i wanna start anew and i am...
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
12/18/2006 09:55:00 pm
