01 February 2007
match cancelled todae....
hmmm....
rugby boys...you guys proved me wrong twice....when we played our matches...
but you guys come onli when they are matches...
and not train...
dun train...
dunno ur team...and how they play...
get injured....sae dun wanna play anymore..
you guys always sae you have problems comin to trainin...
but not matches...
you guys sae you wanna play sho badly...but you guys dun show it...at all...
i have my difficulties....too...to tame you guys when you guys are all fuckin ard..
to have to shout and all...
you guys noe it too..when you guys train proper...like durin the hols....i shut up...and everyone enjoys...
i come fer every trainin...unless im really sick...and tat counts fer once onli...
you guys....skip trainin saein hey i need to go home cause you guys dun feel well...and guess wat...i see you smilin after trainin outside..
guys...theres a diff between i can or cannot and i want and dun want to play and win...you guys showed tat you can play.....won schools our school hasnt ever beaten bfer..
im proud...
but if you sae you want to play...show it to me..
you guys are sayin hey...i wanna play but i dun feel like comin fer trainin...isnt tat now contradictin...
if you wanna play...and have shit at home or outside....mr feidzal aaron and me can help...
but tats not it...you guys noe why you guys dun come fer trainin..and wat kind of reasons..
sometimes i dun feel like comin too...but i have to...i have to...because 5 years ago i decided to join and start it..and im not gonna put it down... even though sometimes i sae i would...out of impulse and anger...you guys plead me to come back...but when i come back..you guys are still the same...you guys want me to come to save ur asses or you guys wanna play with me.show me!
reasons like you guys wanna out wit the ger you like...sure...every guy does....skip trainin cause of tat....yes....once in a while yes i think...cause everyone does tat at sometime...maybe not fer me cause..nvm...another story...but not every trainin.and give excuses sayin my mama calls me back...
you guys noe it urself when ppl skip trainin...and give a excuse...straight away you guys noe whether its the truth or not...by spillin lies...you guys are doin urselves in...not me...you guys throw ur respect....tell the truth...we hear...if you sae...i dun fell like todae...and give the real reason.hey we cant do anythin...after a while maybe the team could help u.but not lies...tat would go the other way.
i dun wan to turn into a cap which you guys hate and show no respect cause i scream at u guys....almost all the time...i dun wan to be like the other senior u guys hated sho much...you guys now who i talkin bout..
guys...as long as you guys play along side me...back me up and support me... ill be there along side and backin you guys too...in and out of the field...
help me guys...
help me...win somethin fer the school my self and you guys...its my last year...you guys already can tell...maybe after this year....we are the last batch..and maybe i can sae.i was wit it frm start to end....and ended it wit a bang...
thanks to the ppl who are present always...and truthful....every match...trainin...
its heart...respect...
thanks to the ppl who give me tat...and show me...
im sure you guys agree hey...we really improved...
one more week...next thurs....openin season match...
mondae....give me heart....last hard trainin alright!
come on ppl... come on...
feb....fast.....stress up up up!
studies...cca....and blah.
hmmmm....
still tryin...still tryin...meanwhile....i noe u are happy....stay tat way alright...
take care lil kiddo..
haha!
yawn.....screw M.S.G and instant noodles!
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
2/01/2007 04:27:00 pm