08 March 2007
0603-tues
hmmm....day started off nicely..had a soccer match against sec 3t 4t and 3e combined..brought boots fer karthik...lessons..than when school ended..match started soon enough...pai seh la...startin 15 min losin by 3-0...than everyone played proper..scored back slowly....than play play play..we got desperate...started firin balls at goal...fly here and there...nvm...some skinny mother bugger....challenge ball...he aim my beautiful knee...kabamm!fall...on my beautiful finger...pain like anythin...everyone...stine..dun play la...go sit down first..i stubborn...dun wan listen...play..nvm...angry mah...wat to do...yup...than i started to chase although couldnt breathe proper...bloody pissed...than slowly...finger got worse..but pulled in one goal ah...wawan!..wahahha...than chase and chase...naz...than suddenly my chest pain.like the dae befer durin trainin....crampin feelin...couldnt breathe in...squat down...than it got worse...got sho bad i couldnt stand it...lied on the field...tat made it worse...its like theres someone's hands inside ur ribs squashin ur lungs tryin to make squash like tat...and another hand stabbin when i tried to breathe...than slowly...i couldnt see...legs and arms went numb and cold...ppl tried to help...thanks! but when they tried to move me it hurt even more...
couldnt really hear ppl talkin to me...jus a buzzin in my ear and mumbled voices...able to catch a few ppl talkin onli..the ppl i was more frequent talkin to...soon...st johns came...stretcher came...they tried to lift me but it killed when they moved me..but it was too hot...sho they had to..lift me halfway got stuck with my chest pressed against the bar...and it killed more..than they i was restin on the bar fer a while first befer i got pushed up proper...think went to a shaded area think near the bball court..than they asked me questions...but i couldnt ans..pain was jus gettin worse...apparently...they said the whole period i punched alot of ppl..haha.than it was very hot...sho i tried to call berg to tell him hot...he thought i wan to get up...he go pull me..wah!!!!basket...than i speak malay than he understand...sho think they shift me to the canteen than to the st johns room...where i rested was feelin better but it still hurt inside...my body kept dunno jerkin..couldnt control...but each time it did i thought it was over fer me boy..told ms ngiam dun call ambulance..ok wan..SUPERMAN MA!!!! than i tried to sit up on the bed..but ya...mr lee go suddenly pull my arms ask me lie down proper...but i felt better sittin..with the sudden pull...my lungs cramped again...than they called ambulance...bloddy cd officer talk like fuck like tat..sho yaya..like he God like tat...
sho pai seh...in the middle of sho many ppl in school kenna load up in ambulance....reach NUH..check up...jab me with trauma jabs this jab that jab to stop me jerkin.and relax..than paste this and tat clip this and tat than wires..than beeps...than up my butt..oww.....
moved to obeservation bay...doc checked...examined...xray...than put me on sho many drips...got pics...but i can seem to load frm phone to com...sho nvm..wanna see..come find me..ill try again la to load...hmmm...
whole experience frm the start when it hurt i thought i was goin home to my heavenly father..thought i was goin to die..sho when they said take out the cross on my neck i said no...held on to it..and started to pray...in the hospital..hey...anytime man...and with all sho many conflicts with blah and blah...sho many stuff left undone...tentioned relationships...and stuff...kinda a wake up call to patch things up and change to a better person....make things right again...befer its too late..and i leave with regrets.and ppl hatin you still even if you died.and other shit..cant smoke anymore...yup...sho ya...to die at 16 and the pain and stuff when i zoomed to the a&e room...with me on the stretcher and the lights zoomin pass..and the pain and people shoutin move move.thought i was ya..gone..u may laugh but i was scared...
yup...yup...
lazy to add details...hmm..
yup...my lungs or the muscles ard it sort of cramped and contracted...sho i couldnt breathe...and everytime it sort of cramped..my body jerked...sho now i noe why sho pain...hmm...yup...scary...
ppl..u may laugh and joke bout me..but ya...its time we all woke up...with the shit world like this...youll never noe..this woke me...and im tryin...to change things and lead a more fulfillin life frm now on...been livin it in shit and headin the wrong way...sho ya...jus back frm hospital...fer check up...
not as handsome bryan next to me...haha...jiwe me go hospital...apparently he kinda high now...with a new pic...ahem....
alright...better now.although when i breathe or walk too much it hurts in the middle...and ya..im not allowed to run fer 2 weeks...cause inside still weak after last weeks flu and fever and infection and after the trauma on tues..sho ya...but ah...me...dun run...no sports..no rugby..no soccer...jus not me ah...maybe one week la ah..hahaha..llala....
take care ppl!!!!!!!!!smile ppl!!!!!!!!!=)=)=)
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