23 March 2007
i noe..i noe tat i haven led u ppl well..i noe..i haven been a gd captain..i noe..
its jus tat sometimes..when i blow up at you guys..its jus cause..right befer games..the pressure and stress is up..and you guys dun seem to want it..and i have to face ur attitudes..worry bout the game..and ur trouble in school..its my last yr now..might have been my last game fer this school.and i wanted to atleast see everyone play it with their all..dun mind losin...as long as you guys show tat you gave it all.leave the pitch satisfied..we won yest..but u think we played well?you guys noe wat i mean..i have faith in u guys..i noe u guys can do it...im sorry if ive been a hothead and nt really sensitive...jus win the upcomin game alright...i wasnt suppose to play at all..but i did..i lied down..the pain came..jus...guys..play it all...im proud tat i have played with u guys..been a part of OUR team..proud of each and everyone of u..i noe u guys can go far..be strong boys..you have my respect..im sorry tat i have not been an ideal leader fer u ppl..play on..play hard..and stay together..
its out ok ppl..with me always fallin ill and in and out of hosp..twice now i thought i was gonna leave..waitin fer results fer the next one..at 16 im scared..i am..really am..at this point..if its gonna turn out the way it is..i dun wanna offend and leave with hate in ppl...dun wanna leave with things like tat..the mistakes ive done..i wan to leave knowin tat i have done wat i could have..ppl im askin fer forgiveness frm everyone ive ever offended or did wrong.jus keepin everythin inside.
not been a really good dae...problems jus keep comin...fights..stupid things..and urgh.
alright..i noe ive been stubborn and didnt listen..i apologise.its jus tat..nvm..ive explained..jus hope u understand where im comin frm..alright?i noe u heard this many times,but jus really..i really dunno wat to sae anymore.jus hope u understand.
jus....sigh..nvm..
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
3/23/2007 07:36:00 pm
