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yest wasnt a good dae..and i thought was to jus end it atleast nice...and have u there...



but nvm...shouted....dunno why u were sho happy about it and suddenly laughed and babblin tat its our first fight...i mean..we were shoutin...and suddenly. atleast thrashed things out...which was good wasnt it..now i noe..and u noe...


but nvm..




todae was=))


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although near the end i was a dick...i felt bad...but things ended out =))))))))))



finaaaaaaly got some time out and actually kinda enjoyed ourselves.i miss tat.....(cause of the bloody EXAMS).....although MG was tired from not gettin proper sleep(but she still came todae=]]]]]]]]]]..and im glad..)





horse ride was a bliss..i jus kinda miss actually jus sittin down and jus spendin time with MG=))))))havent really been doin tat..jus the few minutes walkin back...






haha...MG on the bus ride there was jus cute la.....lip singin..actin like me like the first time...=)







jus walkin along was fer me =))))you must have thought why i looked at u the whole dae.....





cause jus ya...i miss poo la..





thanks poo!loves...







ive never once thought that way...all i thought and wanted to do was help you get to wat u want...you noe how crappy i felt when i heard wat u said over the fone?i never once thought tat way...neever did i expect u to stick to me..or anythin in tat..since the start i noe ur studies and frens were first..and i always knew tat i dun have a good reputation..and i dun want wat i am in ppl's eyes to affect u...to make u feel awkward...i never once tried to put myself in between those things..i want u to spend time with ur frens and ur studies...i noe its been stressful fer u...sho i didnt want to ask u out or stuff..even if i did..was to study too?and i noe its been pressurizin too..i noe u enjoy time with ur frens...and i want u to..sho dun have to feel bad or anythin alright....if ur frens ask u out...and all...go..nvm if u have made plans with me...jus tell me in advance..but atleast remb tat u have actually made plans..and not jus ferget..sometimes i jus cant help to feel unwanted ard u..with all the things clumped together..sho always tell me anythin tats affectin u..see..u told me yest and all..=)).ill jus take all the lil small slots...even if its jus to walk u to school or back home=)tat why i try to make it a point to wake up and send u to sch...wait or come down after you're done..i dun do tat jus because its a'rule'?.i jus miss spendin time with u poo la ya..with u all tired everdae..even when u talk..i understand..


i dun mind if its jus those lil small slots =))........................................



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