01 August 2007
birthday...good one..smiles.:]]
oh well...yes yes...my birthday today..yes yes...1st august...yes yes...tats why my name augustine....
oh well....birthdays have passed by me all my life...but the were jus birthdays...
never once was there any loved ones who celebrated it fer me...never once i felt this way..
never once a HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
but today..my 17th birthday...was everything i could ask fer..
it let me realised tat im loved and cared about...
it let me realise im not as bad as a jock i used to be...
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midnight...messages came in till bout 3...boy was i irritated by my gatsby song...but...its like the first time sho many ppl messaged...and wished me..it maybe well wishes to ppl out there..but it was a passing i would never forget...didnt have enough slp but it kept me smilin even though i was late in the mornin to meet poo..couldnt wake....
poo smiled froma distance...passin her i was greeted with a warm tight hug infront of sho many ppl...instead of feelin sheesh..blushes...i smiled...never once poo actually dared to hug me like tat infront of sho many school ppl in uniform...well...it meant the world...a warm hug in the mornin would bring anyone a smile...but fer me it was :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
while i was gonna board the bus.still smilin frm the nice lovely hug.....ellisa and gang shouted...happy birthday aug infront of everyone in the interchange...i smiled....like a retard..in embarrasment thanked em and went up...ppl i knew in the bus came and wished me...:]]]]
went to school...oi birthday boy datang oi...hahah....
recess...ran and slipped!wahahaha..infront of sho sho many ppl in the canteen...sheesh kebab...
went up...poo meant it to be a surprise placin a cute pink gay box on my chair...but chang rui told me...sho didnt seem to be a surprise surprise...i saw it i jus went..haiyo that girl ah...
i opened it up....i saw letters...a stack of em....and flashes of bryan givin excuses and poo's bag filled with em and sayin they were fer her frens...i felt like tearin..nver once someone did this fer me..letters...frm people i was closed to...and ppl who i never expected to receive frm...my mother..which i dunno how poo got her to write it..and carryl...hmmm...
read one by one...kissed helmi...ahhaha..and others...
rehearsal..
poo was fluin sho badly she could have finish 20 packets of tissue i swear...i told her ill send her back dun need to go eat le...wanted her to rest she would use to say ok...but she went...i wont miss it fer the world....awwwww....i felt bad...
cabbed to jacks place had a hearty meal and a good time with poo lookin at her tryin to grab the escargots was a blast..but she was blowin her nose like the whole time..teary sick eyes and a pink nose....sigh...i love u!
went to get sudoku and croos word puzzles fer poo to destress...
piled together with horrible actin and a lousy exchange of cover ups blew a surprise....if u guys actually kept mumm...i would be clueless..hahaha!!!!!!!!!!lousy actors....
as i was sayin...lousy actin led me to 170...with aizat and ghazali runnin past us...totally blew it...and poo with super bad actin and excuses added in...well spotted em and they bought me a cake...was touched..poo had me change into a spongebob shirt-.-
spinned me 17 timesblindfolded...boy i cant spin one..3 rounds and ill be on the floor...
well...they sang me a birthday song...first time in my life it meant somethin special...close ones and my loved one....ard me...i jus continue to act as if i was giddy and kept wipin my face.but in fact i almost teared...
i was touched..touched tat everyone came out of their own way to do such a thing fer me....
thanks ppl...i love u all...i love u espscially poo..fer puttin all this together....
thank u yi ying fer everythin you've done and ur effort put in...it is the first time someone actually did somethin fer me...hugs....
the letters.(not all in u say).the presents...all frm ur heart...the thought...poo im fallin in love with u again and again...lets work hard now fer the prelims and o's....brother sheeps too!andsisterlurps.
first time in my life i felt all these emotions..this love...
my 17th birthday..the best one...a memory tat would stay planted in me...
i love u guys...i love u girl...
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goin out of ur shell and ur social social circle has thought me never to judge a book by its cover...this past 2 years...ive made valuable frens..and ive learnt how to be a good one and not to be a idiot..
to everyone who wished me...it was nice u guys even remembered and actually to wish me.didnt really get all this when i was a ass hole.i hope im not now still....
love u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kisses to all u ppl!
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poo...u've made my birthday a special one...im no good with words u should noe tat..i dunno how to say...but...youve been e best gf i could ever wish fer...except fer the grumpy snappy side..which i know u can curb...hopefully after the o's heee...but really...uve been great..my joy...my smile..
youve done more than u think uve ever done and have done...
i love u..
i dunno how to thank u enough..but i wanna thank u fer doing all this...thank u fer bein with me to spend my birthday together...and to be a part of me...and my life..
i appreciate every lil thing..now poo with tat sick face u pulled the whole day...i felt useless cause i couldnt do anythin to make u feel better..and u still wanted to spend my birthday with me instead of restin...i cannot love u more la!!!!and it showed me u love me too!!!!!!!!!!!
muacks!!!!!!!!!
poo...please get well...drink plenty of water and pee everythin out.....flush it all out...its my turn to take care off u....im kinda like worryin now...cause u really looked sick but u still tried to smile and all...aww...poo....sigh....
thank u!!!!!!!!!
i miss u...
cheers ppl...brothersheep..sisterlurps and poo!!!!!!!!!!thank u all!!!!!!!muack muack muack!
did you see the CRAZY MONKEY???
8/01/2007 10:17:00 pm
